Give up?

I really HATE myself sometimes.

I don't understand why I bother whether they attend meetings anot.

When they don't, I will get all frustrated and emo.

My brother told me to GIVE UP.

Give up on them.

Give up on everything.

I refuse to listen to him.

I don't want to give up yet.

But now..

I think I should listen to him.

Maybe I should just give up?

This is really CUTE.

Go checkout this blog.

It's really cute.

http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

:)

One Down One More To Go.

At last...

I STEPPED DOWN.

NO LONGER THE LEO SECRETARY ANYMORE.

Woohoo.. SCREAMS.

It was fun the first few weeks.

Wow.. I'm the Leo Secretary. Yay me.

but later on..

It was not that fun at all.

REPORTS!

Letters.

REPORTS!!

Meetings. RCC Meeting.

REPORTS!!!

Seeing teachers and Lions.

REPORTS!!!!

Recommendation Forms.

REPORTS!!!!!

Projects.

I have to attend EVERY project so I can write the report.

Awesome job right?

But.. being the Leo Secretary was not that bad.

At least I get to know more people.

People from other school.

People not my age.

I remember the first group I got to know was my brother's friends.

They were in PJI.

I was the secretary so I had to attend the Orientation Camp organized by them.

and there we started talking, crapping about stuff.

So.. CHAN KEN NETH.

They are my friends too so you can't stop me from talking to them.

lalalala...

:)

I'm just glad that it's all over already.

Now.. I can concentrate on KRS.

Oh yea..

Our Leo Installation is on the 25th of July.

I will officially step down.

Okayy.. Gotta go.

Have to finish the June's monthly report. My LAST REPORT.

Stepped down already still have to do report.

Really awesome laaa. :)

Nights people.

Random#8

Looking for someone to talk to.

But seems like there's no one I can talk to that understands how i feel.

All I can do now is just cry and pray to God that everything will go back to normal.

I'm really back to my emo self again.

God, I really need you now.

Random#8

Sorethroat,

Sorethroat,

Go away.

Please don't come before Sports Day. :)

OMIGOSH.

I'm losing my voice.

NOOOOOOoooo....

Cough. Cough. :)

Random#7

I found myself crying alot recently.

Tears rolled down just like that.

Tried to control it but can't.

I found myself back to my emo self again.

Back to the girl that used to cry all the time.

I want to go to a place where I can scream and cry all I want.

A place where no one knows but only me.

Random#6

Nothing is going well in my life.

How i wish i can just disappear.

By Your Side :)

By Your Side

by Tenth Avenue North.

Why are you striving these days

Why are you trying to earn grace

Why are you crying

Let me lift up your face

Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love

Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough

To where will you go child

Tell me where will you run

To where will you run

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fall

In the dead of night

Whenever you call

And please don't fight

These hands that are holding you

My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side

They swallowed the grave on that night

When I drank the world's sin

So I could carry you in

And give you lifeI want to give you life

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fall

In the dead of night

Whenever you call

And please don't fight

These hands that are holding you

My hands are holding you

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fall

In the dead of night

Whenever you call

And please don't fight

These hands that are holding you

My hands are holding you

Cause I, I love you

I want you to knowThat I,

I love youI'll never let you go

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fall

In the dead of night

Whenever you call

And please don't fight

These hands that are holding you

My hands are holding you

And I'll be by your side

Wherever you fall

In the dead of night

Whenever you call

And please don't fight

These hands that are holding you

My hands are holding you

I know that You were there when I was having my Piano Exam.

I know that You were always there whenever I need You.

Thank You Lord.

Mid Terms. Piano Exam Result. Feel like Vomiting but can't Vomit. :)

Having MID TERMS now.

I find studying FUN.

NO. I'm not joking.

I'm not crazy.

I kinda like studying. :)

Random much??

Guess what?

I got back my Piano Grade 8 Practical Exam Results.

I PASSED. :)

Happy Happy HAPPY.

I don't want to sit for the exam AGAIN.

Hate playing the piano to some random people in such a cold room.

Oh well..

It's over already.

And..

I'm the only one who complete my piano in the family.

Beat both my stupid brothers.

So proud of myself. :)

Lalala..

Yay.

That vomiting feeling is gone.

I think I'm just too full.

Had breakfast- noodles at 7.30am

Lunch- spaghetti and sandwiches (shared with my cousin) at 12.00 noon

Teatime- noodles (shared with my mom) at 5.00pm

Dinner- lamb stew at 9.00pm

See.. I'M NOT ANOREXIC.

Omigosh..

I'm so going to get FAT.

Okayy..

Being random again. :)

I think I shall stop now.

Studying History. Urgh.

Random#5

Some of my classmates are just jerks.

Big Fat Jerks. :)

Jenn Yee's just being pissed.

My Brothers.

This is what happen when you go to Australia to study
with your parents far away from you.

The day he left.

Look at his hair.

It was short.

And..

Look at his hair now

It's friggin LONG :)
his recent look.

Omigosh..
Look at his hair la.
Yucks.
Mom is so going to cut it for you when she goes there in March :)

As for my eldest brother.
Party. Drink. Go to the bar. etc..
EVERY NIGHT.

BEERR..

PARTEHH..

Tsk Tskk..
Just two years only.
They become like this.
:)

Random#4

I guess I'm just not as strict as Kenneth

and not as respectful as my brother.

I guess I'm just good at listening to instructions

and not good at giving instructions.

Not in a very good mood now.

Byee..

Random#3

I remember the time when I got the assistant secretary post for KRS,

I dislike it.

I dislike doing secretary work.

What I thought of secretary is their life is just so boring and sad.

All the PAPER WORKS.

Gotta go see the teachers.

This and that.

So sad right??

But till now,

after 2 years being a secretary

I'M STILL A SECRETARY.

What a sad life I have.

Jenn Yee is just being random tonight. :)

*Buckle Up*

Stupid SEAT BELT.

Random#2

Fish MAAAAAAWW??

It's 2009 already.

I spent my last moment of year 2008 with Him. :)

Year 2008 was an okay year for me.

Ups and Downs like usual.

New Class, New Friends.

New Post, New Responsibilities.
New Subjects, New Knowledge.

New Adventure, New Experiences.

I Thank God for bringing me back to church again.

I hope I will continue to go church. >.<

What I hope for year 2009?

Well..

1. Get good results for my exams especially SPM.

DIE DIE DIE.

2. Be a better person??

3. Can cope my studies with all my activities. (I really need to focus on my studies)

4. My faith for God will not be like last year.

What else??

I can't think of anything now.

I guess that's it.