Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Problems. Problems. PROBLEMS...

My eyes are red
Tears are rolling down
everyday
I really mean it.
EVERYDAY!!
This is so not the life I want.
I want back my old life.
When everyday is just a hyper day.
No emo-ing. Although i do enjoy emo-ing.
But not this way.
This was not what I expected when I got the president post.
SERIOUSLY..
I have been thinking alot once i got that post.
What do I need to improve?
I'm not as good as the ex president, will the juniors listen to me?
and the questions goes on...
And now there's a big problem I gotta solve it..
I shall not mention about it here.
But I really hope that this problem can be solve as fast as possible.
Or else..
My eyes will be really really swollen when you guys see me the next few days..

Monday, June 30, 2008

Just not my day...

My mood is just like the weather now. It's all cloudy and looks like it's going to rain soon but still haven't rain. I'm still in my emo mood today.
I started my day off with a very happy mood hoping that my bad luck will go away and today will be just like last time. But... it didn't happen like what i want to. Assembly was fine but after that when we walk pass the prefects, I got caught because of my tanda sesi. This is my FIRST TIME i'm caught after assembly. Then... my mood started to change, knowing that bad luck is still with me. I was busy doing my stupid MORAL PROJECT. So... Didn't really listen when my teacher is teaching. SORRY...

I'm emo-ing over stuff like

  1. Political stuff - KRS.

  2. Relationship - shall not mention anything about it here.

  3. Studies - I practically screw my whole Moral Project and I still got no idea what am I learning in Physics class. Very blur...

Something I did in class when I was sitting alone emo-ing.

Oh yea... Carol. Thanks for your hug. Lol...


Sunday, June 29, 2008

I miss him..

Okay... The him i'm talking about is my brother. Yes... It's weird that i actually miss him but i really do. I'm not obsessed wif my brother or what but when your siblings are away for so long, u do actually miss them. I'm not sure about u guys but i really really really do.
I was chatting with my eldest brother yesterday night i mean morning. Well... it was 1 in the morning here means it's 3 at Australia.
We were chatting and he start asking about what am i doing up so late which of course i asked him back the same question too. I just answer him that i'm waiting for my friend to send me my pictures for my stupid moral project which was not completely the truth. And we were talking about the computer and suddenly...
kenneth: You got bf ah?
jennyee: no.
kenneth: dun bullshit me... i promise won't tell mom wan.
jennyee: realli dun have.
kenneth: if i find out you bullshit me..i kick his ass.. not beacuse i dun like him.. because u bullshit me..
jennyee: i realli dun have la. can u like trust me?
kenneth: dun noe.
jennyee: den u? saw ur pic on facebook. all de pretty girls.
kenneth: i was talking about u. dun change de subject.
jennyee: wut? can talk about me but can't talk about u la.
kenneth: those are monkey girls.
jennyee: so bad. they are ur friends.
kenneth: i'm your older brother
jennyee: so?
kenneth: i can nag u but u can't nag me.
jennyee: i help mom to nag u.
and our conversation went on...
It was really fun chatting with him. Well... when he's still here, we don't really talk much but when he's away, we actually talk but not argue. It's like we got closer when he's away. Maybe when he comes back end of this year, this might change or maybe not. I really hope it won't change.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Emo-ness strike again

Bad luck go away...
Good luck please come to me.
Feeling very emo now.
Guess wut?
First time in my life i'm crying just because i'm feeling emo. Yes! I noe this is stupid but i just can't control. My tears start rolling down.
I hate this emo feeling. It's not de emo feeling i use to have all the time. This time really suck...

Thursday, June 12, 2008

One year older...

I'm officially sixteen now. Woohoo...
According to Xian Yao, i can go to Singapore and have SEX??? WTH... and according to Elaine who is also the birthday girl today, we can take our motor license. No thanks... I'm not that motor type of girl.
Shall update about today's happenings tomorrow. Nitez...
Once again...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE AND ME!!!! lol...

Friday, May 2, 2008

Exams...

3 more freakin days to midterm. I'm so dead. I haven't start studying. I got no idea what is my teacher teaching especially Physics and Bio. I'm seriously doom. Someone save me please... I shall lock myself up in my room and start studying this weekend which i don't think it will work. I'm DOOM.
I will be having Moral paper the first day. I actually memorize almost half of the all the nilai so i think i will be alright. Hope so... After that, I will be having my BM paper. I'm going to read up all the peribahasa because Carol told me that we gotta write down some peribahasa thing. DIE DIE DIE...
I shall forget about my exams today and worry about it for the next 3 days.
Listening to some emo songs now. I have been emo-ing this few days. Something happen... Shall not mention about it here. My friend thought i was stressing over exams that's why i was emo-ing. Damn dumb la...
Gotta go sleep now. Got extra piano lesson tommorrow. Sigh...

Monday, April 28, 2008

My New Blog

At last... I have been trying so many times to create a new blog here and now i did it. I will try to complete my blog as fast as possible.