Give up?

I really HATE myself sometimes.

I don't understand why I bother whether they attend meetings anot.

When they don't, I will get all frustrated and emo.

My brother told me to GIVE UP.

Give up on them.

Give up on everything.

I refuse to listen to him.

I don't want to give up yet.

But now..

I think I should listen to him.

Maybe I should just give up?

This is really CUTE.

Go checkout this blog.

It's really cute.

http://mymilktoof.blogspot.com/

:)

One Down One More To Go.

At last...

I STEPPED DOWN.

NO LONGER THE LEO SECRETARY ANYMORE.

Woohoo.. SCREAMS.

It was fun the first few weeks.

Wow.. I'm the Leo Secretary. Yay me.

but later on..

It was not that fun at all.

REPORTS!

Letters.

REPORTS!!

Meetings. RCC Meeting.

REPORTS!!!

Seeing teachers and Lions.

REPORTS!!!!

Recommendation Forms.

REPORTS!!!!!

Projects.

I have to attend EVERY project so I can write the report.

Awesome job right?

But.. being the Leo Secretary was not that bad.

At least I get to know more people.

People from other school.

People not my age.

I remember the first group I got to know was my brother's friends.

They were in PJI.

I was the secretary so I had to attend the Orientation Camp organized by them.

and there we started talking, crapping about stuff.

So.. CHAN KEN NETH.

They are my friends too so you can't stop me from talking to them.

lalalala...

:)

I'm just glad that it's all over already.

Now.. I can concentrate on KRS.

Oh yea..

Our Leo Installation is on the 25th of July.

I will officially step down.

Okayy.. Gotta go.

Have to finish the June's monthly report. My LAST REPORT.

Stepped down already still have to do report.

Really awesome laaa. :)

Nights people.

Random#8

Looking for someone to talk to.

But seems like there's no one I can talk to that understands how i feel.

All I can do now is just cry and pray to God that everything will go back to normal.

I'm really back to my emo self again.

God, I really need you now.

Random#8

Sorethroat,

Sorethroat,

Go away.

Please don't come before Sports Day. :)

OMIGOSH.

I'm losing my voice.

NOOOOOOoooo....

Cough. Cough. :)

Random#7

I found myself crying alot recently.

Tears rolled down just like that.

Tried to control it but can't.

I found myself back to my emo self again.

Back to the girl that used to cry all the time.

I want to go to a place where I can scream and cry all I want.

A place where no one knows but only me.

Random#6

Nothing is going well in my life.

How i wish i can just disappear.